In Loving Memory

I'm not alive. I'm not dead.
I can't be alive not without you.
I'm remembering everything and it hurts.

All I wanted to do was to heal your wounds.
I wanted you to see the beauty I see in you.
But you were never willing to comprehend.

You were never alone in this.
I'm always willing to be.
You were never alone in this.
I was willing to be by your side.

You always said, for the fight you'd be standing on the front lines.
Where your heart is you'll find your treasure.
Now it seems, I don't know, where your heart was at the whole time?
You never had to be alone through this and you know it.
I was always standing by your side.

Let me in your arms.
Let me be your first.
Let me share your pain.
Can you just let me in?

I always wondered 'bout that look in your eyes, so cold with no emotion
(It started from the moment when I entered your room)
and your hands at your side.
You can't hide from me you know that I've been reading
(Saw the roses which yet haven't bloomed)
Your mind, and it's been telling me a story of an unhappy life.
So full of pain and so full of regret,
(I saw the gleam from the razor upon your wrist)
You left a message on my pillow that said "Never forget me."
I know you're so afraid of opening up, but I'm begging on my knees, can you just let me in?
(You told me it was the definition of our love)

It will never be over.

~ Beneath The Sky

Undertaker injured

"It is being reported that The Undertaker suffered a broken orbital bone, a broken nose, and a concussion during his match with Rey Mysterio on this past week’s edition of Smackdown. It’s believed that Undertaker got hurt from the seated senton move by Mysterio.

Right now, it’s being said that there’s a 50-50 chance Undertaker will be able to wrestle at the Fatal 4 Way PPV.

With Undertaker hurt, WWE is going to have Rey Mysterio (who just started his vacation) wrestle in Undertaker’s place for the time being. If Undertaker can’t make the PPV, it’s likely that Mysterio will be inserted into the match."

~from phenomforever

noo another injury. it might even put him out until summer slam? but he just got back, ahhh. poor guy got his face busted up real good. so it looks like he's missing the fatal4way too. and i bet you he would have won the belt if he'd wreslted. so so sad, poor taker :( rest up good and get back soon!!!

Who's your daddy?

NES Stop Motion

F$%# you, ebay seller!

NOOO! just got a package in the mail, open it and it's not what i bought. i bought an italy cherries jubilee with a mirrored symbol and i got the other italy cherries jubilee the seller had listed. wtf? why? dude, when i bought one of them i certainly thought i would get the one i bought. just really pissed off right now X_____X ugh! (the pic is one of my spanish ones :P)


ETA: haha the seller had the other one still and is shipping it out this week *does a little dance*

Overwhelming nightmares

ah i don't want to go sleep. i just get nightmares. not like normal nightmares. terrible nightmares i just can't shake off. i feel so shitty... when i fall asleep i wake up so tired. i might have been sleeping for like 1hour and i still had a nightmare. i keep waking up all the time and it's wearing me down. i'm so tired, but when i go to bed i just keep staring at the ceiling. straight back to my sleeping problems. ah well i had a good few months of 'normal' sleep rythm i guess.

nightmares in HD with smell = no good, haha.

The animal rescue site

Here's a great site if you'll like to help out with a single click.

The Animal Rescue Site

also there's

The Rainforest Site

Go and click, it's so simple. You can also have a look around there. They sell a lot of nice things :)

You can also join the sites on facebook for more news

http://www.facebook.com/theanimalrescuesite

http://www.facebook.com/therainforestsite

Go do something useful for our beautiful nature!